In the quiet shade
of the afternoon of my life
I knew I had been lying to myself
about this part
there is no comfort or joy
in abandonment and withdrawal
the task must always be done
though it cannot be completed
there is a lost harmony
between the unspoken voice
and the moon and tides of yearning
for what you need today
and what you thought you had
but lost yesterday
though it was never in your grasp